Where am I going in my life? College? And then what... A job? Will my job take me 'somewhere'? Where is somewhere. I don't know where. I feel like a blind kitten just out of the womb, pawing pawing trying to find a nice warm comfortable spot among all the other starving kittens around me.
What is college for? What is it that I REALLY want? Why don't I know the answers to the questions that are about myself? I'm the fucking expert on myself, afterall.
Who will be there for me when everything is all over? Which ones are the right friends to choose? Confusion. What is the right thing to do? Why do I never seem to do it? Anger. Why does everybody hate me? Why do I do everything incorrectly? Frustration. Pain. Suffering.
Seems like I've been tipped onto the negative side of the optimism scale.