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Where am I going in my life? College? And then what... A job? Will my job take me 'somewhere'? Where is somewhere. I don't know where. I feel like a blind kitten just out of the womb, pawing pawing trying to find a nice warm comfortable spot among all the other starving kittens around me.

What is college for? What is it that I REALLY want? Why don't I know the answers to the questions that are about myself? I'm the fucking expert on myself, afterall.

Who will be there for me when everything is all over? Which ones are the right friends to choose? Confusion. What is the right thing to do? Why do I never seem to do it? Anger. Why does everybody hate me? Why do I do everything incorrectly? Frustration. Pain. Suffering.

Seems like I've been tipped onto the negative side of the optimism scale.

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Posted by Kim @ 05:49 PM PST

1 has spoken

The things you think about are
nothing knew... everyone your
age goes through them. Even when
college is done, you'll still
think about them.

To answer things at random.

College is your change to grow up,
find out what you want to do with
your life, acquire basic skills to
survive in the real world and on
your own, etc... you learn a lot
of things in College, not just
academically, but also about
yourself. You will change.

Friends come and go. In high
school it was all about friends
and who you hung out with. By
the time you get out of college,
everyone will have changed and
many of them will have gone off
somewhere. You may have a few
that stuck around, but even then
you may not be as close. You
will meet new people in your
career. They will be friends, but
probably not close ones like in
high school. Close relationships
for adults generally mean family
or a close partner.

You have years to think about these
things, don't focus on them so
much and let things happen.

Posted by Vinh @ 06/26/2001 09:43 PM PST

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