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I went to a party last night... It was pretty much my first real party since I got to college... It was interesting... I actually don't remember that much... But I remember a guy getting beat up by a bunch of other big guys and a couple people trying to put their arms around me.

I tense up a lot when people I dont know put their arms around me. People must think I'm a freak.

I got asked about twenty times if I was a raver. GODDAMNIT... I'm not a raver! This is my first party. I did meet a nice guy who was into Anime and Dragon Ash, though... But then James came in and was like "there's a fight! we gotta jet!."... Well, I dont know exactly what he said... but it was along those lines...

It's OK, though... I think he was trying to put his arm around me too. =T

I hate people who try to make excuses to touch you. Like this one guy... He kept asking me if I was Ok and kept trying to hold onto my arm and I was like goddamnit... If I wanted to hang onto you, I would have done it out of my own free will. And then this other guy who made me walk down hella steps even though I was like... I don't think I can handle those right now. =T He was like 'You want me to carry you?' I was like ... In that case, i'd rather take the stairs by myself.

I realize that everything is really fragmented right now... Segmented into weird little paragraphs. I can't really help it, though. I'm thinking like that. God, I hope I feel better by Monday.. I think I have a paper to write for Writing already.

Anyhow... I realize I'm a really perverse person. I want things I can't have with a mad desire. I crave them, I burn for them... But then after I've had them... I just want to move on. It's a part of human nature, I know... But I still want to hit myself for it.

I've run out of steam. I have so much more to write, but no will to write it. Later, I suppose

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Posted by Kim @ 01:10 PM PST

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getting drunk is bad.

bad kim..bad... now go to my room.

j/k

why am i writing in one line paragraphs.

so am i the first to talk here?

how cool.

so like i'm hungry now. time to make some rice at 3am.

people reading this must be thinking who the hell is this dork and why is he here?

well...i don't know myself.

anyway bye now.

Posted by chris [e-meo] [virtual dwelling] @ 09/23/2001 02:51 AM PST