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all day today [well, yesterday, i suppose it is now...] i've been getting this weird feeling in my tummy. it's that anxious feeling -- you know, the butterflies you get in your stomach when something big is about to go down. the weird thing is -- absolutely nothing is about to go down. why do i feel this way? what am i anxious about? i don't know.

at three different points in the day today the feeling came so strongly that i could barely move. the first, while i was doing my compsci hw... second, when i was sitting on the couch at dave's appt... and then just now in the car.

where is this feeling coming from? WHERE GODFUCKING DAMNIT, WHERE?!

i don't really get the feeling of dread, nor do i get the happy excitement that something good is going to happen. it's just this weird butterfly-in-stomach anxiety deal. maybe it's the beginning of an ulcer. :P it's not actually in my stomach, though... it's not so much as something physical, but a feeling... that like... penetrates my whole body. it's so hard to explain. i even break out into a cold sweat just thinking about it. so weird!!

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Posted by Kim @ 03:51 AM PST

3 have spoken

its not an ulcer, i have an ulcers... and it dont feel like butterflies in the stomach.

;P

Posted by shozo [e-meo] [virtual dwelling] @ 10/26/2001 01:20 AM PST

Actually-- haha i used to have a hostee named nick. =D totally unrelated to the other nick.

Posted by kim @ 10/25/2001 11:20 PM PST

Whats up with this? Haha.

Nick log? http://www.xygoxen.com/006_ojproject/default.htm

Posted by James @ 10/25/2001 04:50 PM PST