doing proofs for discrete mathematics is a lot like being cynical, only not so fun. it makes me wonder whether or not discrete mathematicians were really good studies of character. actually, i think the math is simpler than people. afterall, people are so complex sometimes.
and fucked, too. all of us are kind of fucked in one way or another. some just way moreso than others.
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funny, i've been wearing my anthrax mask that my brother sent me lately to prevent myself from breathing my noxious germs onto other people. strange, how they sent the mask to me before there was even a chemical warfare scare for real. i guess being overparanoid has its benefits. he's probably thinking now, "see? see? what if i hadn't bought the masks?! we would be in danger of anthrax!"
i still haven't made the "escape plan" yet. -.-
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incidentally, i can't imagine ever growing up in a normal household.
