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"i hope NOBODY i know sees me today. at all!" i said this morning to my roommate.

attention. i crave it. i love it when people look at me. i love it when people visit me 'just because' i love it when people say 'hi' to me while i'm walkiing down the street. but there are just those days when i just want to be a hermit. i don't want to be seen heard from or hear from anybody. i don't want people to look at me. i just want to curl up and be by myself.

this seems to be the same day that i see randomly attractive guys that i've met previously while walking outside. the same day that friends want to drop by. the same day that i have to go to something that involves a lot of people.

without fail this seems to be the case every time. maybe my perception of the happenings around me just different when i don't want to see anybody. maybe i just feel like it's happening more than usual simply because i don't want it to happen. but i swear i never see the people i want to look good in front of unless i look like shit.

it's so unfair.

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Posted by Kim @ 01:46 PM PST

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I know exactly how you feel. It happens to me too!!

Posted by Roci [virtual dwelling] @ 11/17/2001 03:35 PM PST