only a few more days left of true freedom until i have to drive on back to that restrictive place called san jose. boy... sadly, i really don't miss it, with the exception of a couple people. i miss only those that i really loved during my last year of high school.
funny how that works. how you don't find what you truly like until you're about to lose it. how you don't find your true niche until you're about to leave.
i'm that way at least. it's probably because i'm human. bleh.
I really admire that you know where you place is in life.. or .. that you dont need to go back home.. and are fine on your own feet.. I wish I felt the same way.. Im really looking forward to going home.. plus.. looks like I'll be there for like six months.. since it looks like Im gonna get kicked out for mental health... and things like that, for a semester...
Maybe I havent matured as much being in a place that really doesnt let you have freedom.. maybe thats why I enjoy heading back to the islands every 6 months or so... But yea... hope you enjoy these next few days before you head on back...
