main about poetry portfolio guestbook		Log Entries Monthly Archives 09/11/2002: 9/11 09/11/2002: Insomnia 08/26/2002: mundane to you special to me 08/22/2002: what it means to me 08/22/2002: blah! weird things and vegas trips 08/14/2002: What is scary. 07/28/2002: Wandering thoughts 07/21/2002: something to ponder 07/17/2002: pictures 07/17/2002: random question 07/16/2002: 'real' 07/16/2002: 'fakes' 07/15/2002: misleading 07/13/2002: old friendships and whatnots 07/07/2002: more of the same 07/03/2002: to the public 06/17/2002: a short hiatus 06/10/2002: finals 06/07/2002: a time to relax and more on lies 06/06/2002: plagiarism revisited 06/03/2002: hm 05/29/2002: stuck! 05/28/2002: 05/25/2002: 05/24/2002: Usual. 05/21/2002: just because 05/16/2002: blah 05/13/2002: in reply 05/08/2002: the shrink 05/06/2002: saying so much 05/06/2002: the other side 05/03/2002: truths, lies, and a little bit of both 04/30/2002: where oh where... 04/28/2002: bad luck? 04/26/2002: graphics talent and what art is 04/23/2002: not alone 04/18/2002: lesson 3 04/10/2002: illusions and rambles 04/08/2002: change 04/03/2002: age 04/01/2002: a reply in the darkness 03/21/2002: just say it 03/19/2002: get away 03/19/2002: 03/18/2002: =] 03/15/2002: damn them 03/10/2002: its all relative 03/06/2002: so sudden 03/02/2002: tutting 03/02/2002: rut 02/26/2002: opposite sides 02/26/2002: WHY MEEEE?!!© 02/25/2002: new inventions 02/24/2002: happiness 02/19/2002: tumbling tumbling 02/15/2002: =] 02/15/2002: scribbles 02/12/2002: phases 02/10/2002: 02/05/2002: the desease 02/03/2002: hm 01/30/2002: relgious zealots 01/29/2002: sleep 01/27/2002: pain 01/27/2002: hiatus 01/25/2002: Lyrics 01/25/2002: pessimism 01/24/2002: Immortality 01/23/2002: Invader Kim 01/23/2002: toes. >_< 01/22/2002: Perceptions 01/21/2002: 01/19/2002: Infinite 01/17/2002: Empty Seats 01/17/2002: hmm 01/16/2002: narf . . . rant 01/16/2002: How come 01/16/2002: songs. 01/14/2002: school blues 01/13/2002: i am random. :) 01/10/2002: whats going on 01/09/2002: replies 01/07/2002: attitude 01/03/2002: Returned 12/27/2001: on self control 12/26/2001: flashbacks 12/24/2001: Random Mumblings 12/23/2001: at james 12/21/2001: hmm 12/20/2001: being home 12/17/2001: man 12/14/2001: freedom 12/12/2001: peace of mind 12/12/2001: ahh.. :) 12/11/2001: damn 12/11/2001: i take that back 12/10/2001: content. 12/08/2001: love and envy 12/08/2001: relentless 12/08/2001: you know yr addicted when 12/07/2001: witty observations 12/07/2001: happy 12/06/2001: good 12/06/2001: Personal Rating System 12/06/2001: censorship 12/05/2001: exhausted 12/05/2001: contemplative 12/04/2001: experiences 12/03/2001: Random thoughts 12/02/2001: muses and inspiration 12/02/2001: Colorgenics? 12/02/2001: reminiscent 12/01/2001: pimpstress? me? :) 12/01/2001: sobriety 12/01/2001: every night an adventure 11/30/2001: hmm. 11/30/2001: cabin fever 11/30/2001: love test 11/29/2001: ethnicity 11/28/2001: i feel poetic 11/28/2001: empty 11/28/2001: "That's so old!" 11/27/2001: how it is 11/27/2001: mental distress 11/26/2001: happiness lonliness emptiness 11/26/2001: thanksgiving. 11/25/2001: im back 11/21/2001: Johns view 11/20/2001: Waylan's view 11/20/2001: to james. 11/20/2001: dave's view 11/20/2001: when i heard 11/19/2001: __ 11/19/2001: opression 11/19/2001: walking thoughts 11/18/2001: passion 11/17/2001: nostalgia and blogging 11/17/2001: unwanted attention 11/17/2001: 11/16/2001: the good side 11/16/2001: silliness and intimacy 11/16/2001: angry cranky 11/15/2001: caring 11/15/2001: waking up 11/14/2001: boogers 11/14/2001: go with the flow 11/14/2001: on my mind 11/13/2001: many sighs 11/13/2001: whirlwinds 11/13/2001: someone in mind 11/12/2001: i found another one! 11/12/2001: the positive things 11/12/2001: emotional 11/11/2001: inspiration 11/10/2001: discomfort 11/10/2001: i almost stopped 11/09/2001: pictures and painful memories 11/09/2001: 11/08/2001: pocket memories! 100% free. 11/07/2001: favors and group names 11/07/2001: fame 11/07/2001: GrR! 11/07/2001: inner turmoils 11/06/2001: the perfect man 11/06/2001: attraction 11/06/2001: childhood memories 11/06/2001: math and anthrax. 11/06/2001: on the layout 11/05/2001: It's official! 11/05/2001: renewed interest 11/04/2001: randomness. 11/02/2001: WEIRD! 11/02/2001: saddened 11/02/2001: fuckt 11/02/2001: 11/02/2001: crying 11/01/2001: hmmm 10/31/2001: thoughts 10/29/2001: 10/28/2001: Love 10/25/2001: phone calls 10/25/2001: sleep 10/25/2001: weird feelings 10/24/2001: knowing people 10/23/2001: HaHahHAa 10/23/2001: dreams 10/22/2001: Inside 10/21/2001: so... 10/19/2001: Anyhow 10/18/2001: FuN! 10/17/2001: NOstalgia 10/16/2001: :P 10/15/2001: Always sick 10/14/2001: Discomfort 10/14/2001: Neglect 10/12/2001: Hee 10/11/2001: I'm not really a deep, introspective persion 10/11/2001: Silly 10/10/2001: Running 10/10/2001: Dramas 10/10/2001: Fuck 10/08/2001: Aish 10/07/2001: Wow. 10/06/2001: =D being strange 10/06/2001: Mad thanks to Dave 10/05/2001: AHH dyed!! 10/04/2001: Fun day 10/03/2001: Ok I lied. 10/03/2001: Resolutions 10/03/2001: October 10/02/2001: Peef 10/01/2001: More naked pictures 10/01/2001: P.S. 10/01/2001: To DAVE and JAMES 09/30/2001: I love K-Family 09/30/2001: Bothers me 09/30/2001: Taste 09/30/2001: ^^ Arteest 09/30/2001: katie 09/29/2001: sigh 09/29/2001: DooB? 09/27/2001: =D 09/27/2001: WOooT 09/26/2001: Pic 09/26/2001: Bookmarks and female bonding 09/25/2001: What happens to OLD goths? 09/25/2001: Sadness? 09/25/2001: A search for greatness 09/25/2001: Hm 09/24/2001: One of those times 09/23/2001: Grr! 09/22/2001: Tired and rambling 09/20/2001: Welcome Week 09/17/2001: People 09/17/2001: College... :) 09/14/2001: =] Points of view 09/14/2001: I can't say enough about prejudice 09/14/2001: Things that bother me. 09/13/2001: A bit of happiness 09/13/2001: We're all connected 09/13/2001: Vertigo 09/13/2001: weak 09/13/2001: 09/13/2001: layout 09/12/2001: What the fuck 09/12/2001: Please don't hate. 09/12/2001: The Situation 09/11/2001: aish 09/11/2001: 09/11/2001: World War III? 09/10/2001: Har har 09/10/2001: Beautiful people 09/09/2001: The Web 09/09/2001: Blarg 09/09/2001: Natsukashiiiii 09/09/2001: Packing 09/08/2001: Zit Files-2 and Sweet people 09/07/2001: Fish 09/07/2001: 09/07/2001: Hate my current computer. 09/06/2001: Weird 09/06/2001: Strange Dreams 09/05/2001: Some days 09/04/2001: Weird 09/04/2001: A quickie 09/04/2001: Haters 09/04/2001: Cute? Old mannish? 09/04/2001: Junk 09/04/2001: Woohoo! Links links links! 09/03/2001: Would you like a bowl of whorage? 09/03/2001: Inquiring minds. 09/02/2001: Oh yeah! 09/02/2001: Oh BOY! 09/02/2001: Picnic 09/02/2001: ^^ Hostee Love 09/02/2001: The Zit Files 09/01/2001: Vu X Le 09/01/2001: "Leet" 09/01/2001: ANY BITCH YOU DESIRE! 08/31/2001: Grotesque 08/31/2001: "If you know me..." 08/31/2001: The lounger 08/30/2001: The Show 08/30/2001: Immunization Shots 08/30/2001: The FUCKBUCKET LinK game 08/29/2001: "I do this for myself!" 08/29/2001: Surfin' Safari 08/29/2001: Messed up 08/29/2001: Who's beautiful? I'm beautiful! 08/29/2001: Mc Donalds 08/29/2001: Grar 08/28/2001: Long Pee 08/28/2001: Tired 08/27/2001: Disclaimer 08/27/2001: Daily Grind 08/27/2001: Print 08/27/2001: The final solution 08/27/2001: Inspiration 08/27/2001: Its official 08/27/2001: One big blur 08/25/2001: New Computer 08/25/2001: Allergies 08/24/2001: Link whorage 08/24/2001: What is it to you? 08/24/2001: Passion 08/23/2001: Mental Image of the Day 08/23/2001: Quote of the day 08/23/2001: Excess swearing 08/23/2001: Bisexuality 08/22/2001: New Sidebar Links 08/22/2001: Killjoy 08/21/2001: Good Deed 08/21/2001: Racism 08/21/2001: HuGe! 08/21/2001: About ME! 08/21/2001: Domains 08/21/2001: Webcam 08/21/2001: talking 08/21/2001: Feeling Learned. 08/20/2001: Falling for someone 08/20/2001: Funny how 08/20/2001: Filming 08/19/2001: How CUTE 08/18/2001: Big Day 08/17/2001: No Chicken no Cry 08/17/2001: Absent-Mindedness 08/17/2001: The Stand-In 08/17/2001: Foul moods 08/16/2001: Mood Swings. 08/15/2001: The Mosquito 08/15/2001: Webcam 08/15/2001: Strange 08/15/2001: Surfing all morning. 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