Dear friend,

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me and the bf

me and vu

me and "boobies!" aka carissa

Dear friend,

I think I've rediscovered myself somewhat. Recently I realized that I am really a geek at heart, and no matter how much makeup I put on, no matter how much I try to assimilate into the 'cool' society, I'm really a big fat geek. So, I've decided not to try anymore.

Wish me luck.

Dear friend,

My friends from San Jose came to visit this past week and it wasn't until I was driving home after dropping them off that I realized how much I missed them. There's nothing like leaving your friends knowing that you're probably not going to see them for a really long time. One of them is even leaving the country for a year -- I didn't even give her a hug.

On a brighter note, Anime Expo was this weekend and i was dressed up as Chloe from Noir. Got tons of free stuff and even got my picture taken! If I find myself anywhere, I'll be sure to post it up.

I'm at work right now. It's boring. Yeah. So boring that I had to write in my journal. Yes, it's that boring.

Dear friend,

What can I do to not think? Because that's what gets me in trouble. I want to go through the world as a blind thoughtless fool. Maybe then, maybe, I won't be the way I am.